Thursday, November 26, 2009

SOUTH OF THE BORDER, DOWN MEXICO WAY

In 1954 the traveling Butlers struck out for the west. The Butler’s never needed an excuse to travel, but Buddy and wife, Pat were stationed at Fort Sam Houston in San Antonio, Texas. That served as reason-enough and the summer of ‘54 seemed a good time to go west and south of the border into Mexico.

These were the days before interstate highways, and the main road west was US Highway 70 which ran past Carthage along the river bluff. It was just a matter of crossing the Cumberland River Bridge and we were on our way.

We arose at four in the morning, gulped down a cup of instant coffee and commenced our southwest adventure. We stopped briefly for bathroom breaks, but meals that mom had prepared, fried chicken, biscuits, apples, and bananas were consumed on the go.

I was fourteen and did not yet have the overpowering urge to drive, and dad would not ride while Anna drove. So, we “made time” with dad at the wheel.

Highway 70 was and still mostly is a two lane paved road that sometimes had a shoulder but more often did not. Being a main thoroughfare there was always oncoming traffic. Granted, it wasn’t traffic like we see today with huge rigs speeding coast to coast, but the driver had to be ever alert. We drove and drove for fourteen hours in our fifty-one Chevy until finally darkness fell and dad’s fingers refused to bend. We found ourselves in Texarkana, Texas looking for a tourist court.

In 1954, motels had not been invented. I suspect that Howard Johnson and pretty soon Holiday Inns came on the scene. Travelers stayed in tourist courts that usually consisted of an office-restaurant combination with several small bungalows. They usually had a bed or maybe two, or a couch that made a bed, a bathroom, usually with a door but sometimes just a curtain hanging from a rod. Some would advertise the type of heat, either steam or electric, and the cleanliness of the rooms. Television, in-room phones, and air conditioning were nonexistent.

I loved going into the restaurant for breakfast and getting anything I wanted to eat. After all, “We were on vacation!” This was my first experience with the small, tourist court soap, the extremely thin wash cloths and towels, and ice machines.

Wherever we stayed, dad would send me to get a bucket of ice. Nothing tasted better after a long day on the highway than several glasses of ice water. It was all new and wonderful to me. That little bar of “French Milled” soap that refuses to lather is still available on the road.

About noon on the second day of our journey we “made” San Antonio. When the ‘Butler’s’ travelled we would “hit” St. Louis on one trip and we “Made” Jacksonville on another. We visited for a day or two and saw the army base and ate at a Chinese restaurant. On the third day we all set out for Old Mexico crossing the border at Laredo. The Mexican customs agents were polite and asked a few questions. An agent placed a decal on our window indicating that we were “Touristas” and bid us Adios. We crossed the Rio Grande and were immediately aware that the whole world had changed!

The Butlers entered a world of Desert Indians and old school busses careening down the narrow road with people and baggage hanging all over. Where we would have erected wire fences, the Mexican farmers’ fences were one or two strands of barbed wire strung on scraggly tree limbs stuck in the dry earth. We stopped at a house that had crafts for sale and were immediately surrounded by little dark skinned children. They knew one English word, almost: They asked for “nikk-ees” meaning nickels. We distributed coins all around and went on south.

Monterey is one hundred-fifty miles into Mexico. We were about halfway there when we spotted a young man in the right lane in front of us driving a cart full of fire wood pulled by a Burro. We pulled alongside to make his picture. Evidently he did not want it made and attempted to use his donkey whip on my face. I took his picture anyway in the midst of his angry swing. He missed.

We arrived in Monterey and were immediately lost and no idea where to go for lodging and site seeing. While stopped at one of the few traffic lights in Monterey, a Mexican approached my dad and asked if we needed a guide. He had a cap to distinguish himself from other persons on the street, and he had on a clean white shirt. Well, we did need a guide: Dad shifted over, and we were in the hands of a local guide, Carlos.

We had been taking it easy looking at the unusual buildings and carefully crossing intersections. Carlos took off like a dragster and careened around Monterey’s streets. When approaching an intersection he just blew the horn and sped on through. The theory was that “he who blew first had the right of way!”

We visited shops that had impressive silver jewelry and beautifully tooled leather bags, saddles and belts. We visited large jewelry production factory, and our guide with the Butlers in tow were welcomed inside. While there I met a young Mexican about 18 years old who was learning the silver engraving trade. I had a signet ring with the initial missing. This young Mexican craftsman-in-training took my plain ring and expertly carved my initials on the flat surface. I gave him a fifty-cent coin, and he could not stop thanking me for my generosity. That fifty cents, American, was many Pesos in Mexico.

Our guide took us to the best hotel in all of Monterey. It was very nice with a beautiful pool. However, I was advised not to go swimming there. We were totally unaware of the problems with the Mexican water: Montezuma’s Revenge.

That night we went to a high class supper club with a small stage band and a lady singer. All professional musicians who worked hard for a very small audience. My older brother, Bud asked the band to play The Anniversary Waltz because mom and dad’s wedding anniversary was eminent. That was the first and last time I ever saw my parents dance.

Everyone got the Mexican Sampler except me: I ordered the hamburger steak with fried potatoes. The other Butlers hungrily eyed my supper because the hot peppers, cumin, and coriander on the sampler were just too much spice. Growing up in Middle Tennessee for the first half of the century they had never come close to any of those tastes, and they did not like them! We did not starve in Mexico, but we ordered carefully.

There were vendors on every corner selling slices of water melon and other tropical melons and fruits. Some sold flavored ice drinks. There were open air markets with stalls selling things that we had no idea what they might have been. None of this was appetizing to us, and we were not tempted to eat anything from the street vendors.

I wore white buck shoes on this trip, and there were boys my age who were constantly after us to let them shine our shoes. The only colors they had were brown and black, so there was no way I was going to get a shoe shine. Dad and Bud dutifully got their shoes shined: a ‘Photo opportunity.’ Just as we were getting loaded into the car for our return trip a particularly persistent youngster raced up to me waving a jar of white shoe polish. I got my shoes “shine” after all, and he got a fifty cent piece and we both went away happy.

The car was loaded and we were saying goodbyes to the hotel staff who had befriended us and watched over us. Even Carlos came by to wish us a happy trip home. He seemed pleased with his twenty dollar reward for services rendered.

Bud got in to drive with Pat in the middle and I took shotgun. Dad got in back and we pulled out. We had to go down the street to make a “U” turn and pass back by the motel on our way north. It seemed longer, but about forty-five seconds after we passed the hotel dad asked, “Aren’t you going to pick up your mother?” She was standing on the sidewalk in front of the hotel with a concerned look on her face when we came back for her. She was too glad to be reunited with the other Butlers to be angry. We laughed about that for years. I have often thought how I would have felt in that situation.

We altered our return somewhat and drove up the Gulf Coast to Corpus Christi. We played in the surf on a barrier island one late afternoon until ink-black, jelly fish showed up in the rolling surf. A local resident surf fisherman told us that they were dangerous and that the poison in the tentacles would make one very sick and sore. We whacked a few helpless jelly fish that were stranded on the shore out of curiosity rather than anger.

I have been fortunate to have traveled with my parents and during my college summers. Since becoming more or less gainfully employed I have had the opportunity to travel over most of the country and in every nook and cranny of Tennessee. There are places here where the tourist courts are refurbished and the signs along the roadside proclaim such amenities as “D D PHONES” which means ‘direct - dial’ phones. I always look for a place with “D D PHONES!”



Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Our Rite of Passage

August 1954: We came out of the various eighth grade classrooms and schools to the two high schools in Smith County, Tennessee. There was a smaller high school at Gordonsville, but those from north of the Cumberland River were destined to attend Smith County High School at the top of College Hill in Carthage, Tennessee.

All the small schools, Forks of the River, Defeated Creek, Kempville, Union Heights, Pleasant Shade and others along with the local churches were the entities that defined local communities. They had their differences in one particular way. Some were predominately Methodist, Baptist, Church of Christ folks, and a few were Holy Rollers, but they stayed “attached” to one another by way of the local school. The teachers were intimately familiar with every family having taught more than one member in more than one year of school. But life at Smith County High School was a whole different story.

First there was the Belt Line! We had heard of the right of passage known as the dreaded Belt Line: The Big BL! On the second day of ‘books’ all the “Green Freshmen” were expected to “man-up” and run the Big BL! It was an unceremonial event where the sophomores, junior and senior boys rounded up all the male freshmen they could find to “run the line.” Not to run the line was touted to be “less than expected:” or chicken shit! (Sorry for the momentary dip in decorum, but chicken-shit was a common phrase in those days. The term has been reduced to ‘chicken’ since then.)

At first recess on that hot August morning, the stalwart frosh assembled at the south door of the main hall. There we encountered about 200 feet of male upperclassmen arraigned in two rows descending the hill toward the elementary school. There were probably thirty or forty boys armed with their favorite belts ready for the coming melee. It was a fearsome event for the green frosh who were enduring taunting and jeering delivered at maximum decibel. We knew that if we “chickened out” our lives were going to be hell-on-earth thereafter.

So we stalwart freshmen sucked it up, and strode to the head of the line. I began to notice that not all of my eighth grade classmates were present for the Big BL! Where were they? ‘Could it be that only the stupid opted to participate.’ I was number three in line.

There were guys I had never known before ready to do me bodily harm.

The most feared weapon was the 4-H Club belt buckle. It was a solid brass buckle about three inches long and about an inch and a half wide. It was the favorite along the Big BL! I saw that “Slop Bucket Turner” and “Dooty Ballinger” wielding 4_H buckles near the front of the line.

I determined that the best strategy was to closely follow the boy in front of me so that a fresh wind-up was less likely. So without any fanfare or speech about “never before have I done a better thing” the first kid in line sallied forth. He was whopped from the front and the rear, and he emerged at the point of tears. I was determined that I would not chicken out or cry: both of which were ‘fates worse than death’ for a fourteen year old.

The boy in front of me surprised me with his speed and agility! I followed close behind but not fast enough to avoid all the swinging belts. I was smitten with the infamous 4-H buckle and the other end of several others.

At the very bottom of the gauntlet stood the fearsome Bobby Hewitt! Bobby was a big, red headed bully who could have intimidated Adolf Hitler! He flashed an evil grin when he saw the fright in my face. He was swinging his belt and making a sound that combined a laugh and growl!

I made a feint to the left but went right, and Bobby Hewitt didn’t touch me! Even after twenty strikes I had eluded the worst of the worst! I was hurting and on the verge of loosing-it, but I sucked it up and didn’t cry or show my pain, mostly.

I made a vow not to participate in the Big BL the next year, and I didn’t have to. Our principal Mr. Smith stopped the “rite of passage” and made the protagonists whip each other instead of the new Green Freshmen. And that was the end of the Belt Line for the next several years. I have recently heard that the old ceremony has been reinstated!

Never under estimate the power of peer pressure. The adolescent male mind must be attracted to more creative ventures to avoid the distractions of peril and risk.





Monday, November 23, 2009

College Daze

No one group of individuals had more really-honest fun in college in the late fifties, in the Music Dept, at Tennessee Polytechnic Institute than did "The Puritanical Brethren" from Smith County: Carl Ballinger, Bill Moore and Lewis Butler. (The Brethren were originally four, but Glen Petross wised-up and changed his major to Business.)

Lewis, Carl and Bill each shared a Nemesis..... Dr. W. Jay Julian, Director of Bands at T.P.I. Julian enjoyed testing the mettle of undergraduate students who contemplated playing in a college band. Making a rash decision such as majoring in Music Education at T.P.I. was an open invitation to the testing-of-mettle in the extreme!

Dr. Julian was a most discriminating individual. That is a significant statement particularly so because he grew up in Silver Point, TN which is one of the least cosmopolitan areas of Tennessee! How he ever got from Silver Point to Northwestern University for a Ph.D. attests to a superior intellect. In any case the Brethren realized pretty soon that they were not big men on the TPI campus.

Upon arrival at T.P.I. the Brethren were subjected to Freshmen Hazing: A rite of passage, somewhat abolished hence, consisting of a variety of demeaning activities promulgated on unsuspecting Freshmen. We were "invited" to wear a sign around our neck proclaiming our lowly status as freshmen, and to wear our clothing in-side-out. On one occasion three of us were "invited" to stand on a bench on the "Quad" and sing the Tech Hymn at maximum volume. But hazing was "child's play" compared to what Dr. Jay had in mind for the Puritanical Brethren!

Bill Moore was the first to be exposed. Bill was an outstanding high school trumpeter! However, Dr. Jay had scholar-shipped several trumpeters from the larger high schools from Chattanooga, Tennessee. Therefore Bill was informed that he would become a Baritone Saxophone player! TO MY KNOWLEDGE, BILL HAD NEVER ASSOCIATED WITH EITHER A SAXOPHONE PLAYER nor A SAXOPHONE ITSELF!

I was next in-line: I was preparing for Tech Choir practice just standing around in the instrument room when Julian informed me that I was going to “run out of the program!” I had my sights set on being a band director since age eleven, and here was my future going down the drain, or so I thought.

I was upset and out of control. I sat through choir practice unable to keep the tears from rolling down my face. The rest of the group was in the dark about my situation, and I made a hasty retreat.

After a week of sulking around, trying to develop a plan to assassinate Dr. Jay, it occurred to me that I had not been sent home yet. So I changed my lifestyle and in a few weeks Dr. Jay commented to the band that I had been doing well.

I am convinced that Dr. Walter Wade who was the choir director and who had witnessed my initial meltdown, had administered a tongue lashing and probably threatened to go to President Derryberry to complain.

In high school I was a convert from trumpet to Alto Horn then to E-flat Mellophone to Baritone Horn other-wise known as a Tenor Tuba. Being a convert I knew fingerings for treble-clef. There are several clefs which change the fingering accordingly, and I was ordered to learn bass clef fingering.

Can you guess who had the most difficult assignment? And can you guess who did the most complaining? Suffice it to say that Bill showed greater maturity! He was destined to be a member of the Troubadours Stage Band and took his new assignment in stride. I was the winner of the whining agenda.

Carl suffered an occasional jab and barb along the way, but was for the most part allowed to get away with it from day to day. Little did we know that Carl was destined to be singled-out during the most important concert in the history of Tennessee Polytechnic Institute as of late 1959 any way.

Raphael Mendez was the most famous trumpet player on Earth. Mendez even played in one of the movies that starred John

Wayne. He was contracted to perform with the T.P.I. Concert Band in a concert at The Ryman Auditorium otherwise known as the home of The Grand Ole Opry in Nashville. The concert was attended by almost every high school band student in Middle Tennessee. The concert was a total success!

The Tech Band was over-rehearsed, as usual, but just to keep every member on their toes, Julian decided that he needed to see both of Carl's eyes. Carl played a bell-front Besson Tuba; a true monster of an instrument! It is impossible to, and totally unnecessary to use both eyes to see a band director - especially when you know every note and have no reason to anticipate any changes! But never mind logic, Julian wanted to see both of Carl's eyes. This became important while the T.P.I. Band was playing one of the most difficult band compositions ever written: "Tulsa, A Portrait in Oil".

Dr. JuIian gestured and gyrated and fumed until Carl was situated so that Carl's eyes were plainly in-view! We were all much relieved.

The concert was a great success. I had a few brief solos and played them thankfully in tune because I was so nervous. The Ryman Auditorium was closed to large public performances soon thereafter because of the Fire Marshall's order. Thankfully it has been resurrected by Gaylord Entertainment Co. and is a popular music venue once again.

Jay Julian moved to the University of Tennessee in 1960 and built the program there until 1994. His stamina over the years was phenomenal. The UT Band under his direction the UT band became truly "The Pride Of the Southland". Before his arrival it was called by that name, but in fact it was the joke of the southland. If the end actually justifies the means then Julian has been the greatest proponent of that ideology. But in the grand scheme of things I occasionally doubt the axiom.

I graduated from TPI as a music educator in 1962 and had a great adventure following my great uncle, Willy Butler as a band director in Macon County, TN. (See Welcoming the President in a former posting.)



Sunday, November 22, 2009

ADVENTURES IN HITCH-HIKING

Seeing people on the side of the road hitchin' a ride was a common occurrence during the middle of the century. In fact there were persons whose only means of transportation from one place to another was by thummin'. One such was a local character in Carthage named Booger McCormick.

There were many Booger Stories during my growing up years. One of which was that once upon a time Leon Petross, a long haul truck driver spotted Booger on the square in Carthage. Leon was heading for New York City with a load of live cattle. Leon made his regular rest stops, but also made good time. As he came out of the Lincoln Tunnel and made a right onto 19th in downtown Manhattan he spotted Booger! "....standin' there as big as life with tobacco juice running down his chin." Leon told that for the truth!

I began hitchin' at age four by riding with the postman to Gordonsville to spend the weekend with my grandparents. Dad would put me in the middle of the postman's truck, and Mr. and Mrs. Boston and I would go to Gordonsville, six miles south of Carthage. I would be delivered right to the front door of the local doctor's home, my Grandfather.

During the fifties there were no interstate highways: The primary east - west highway was US-70 which ran from Winston Salem, NC to Los Angeles, CA and by the end of the Carthage Bridge. During my teen years we hitch-hiked from Nashville to Carthage after working all week for the state highway department. Of course I hitched from college to Carthage almost every weekend. That's where I had most of my "Adventures in Hitch-Hiking".

Between Cookeville and Carthage there were two major turn-offs, one to Gainesboro at Double Springs and one a little further down the road, to Baxter. I found out the hard way never to take a ride that turned off at either of these two junctions. The two times I did I thumbed for two hours without getting a ride.

It was usually pretty easy getting a ride out of Cookeville to Carthage. I had T.P.I. decals all over my Samsonite suitcase and a big grin all over my face with my thumb up. But a fellow had to be careful about his money, because the fifteen dollars allotted to meals and entertainment during the week had to yield seventy-five cents for cab-fare to "The Triangle" to hitch a ride on Saturday morning. (No tip, Sorry)

Most of the time the rides to the end of the Carthage Bridge were uneventful. But one time I was picked up by a former female school-mate with whom I'd gotten very "fresh" on the band bus. She had a girlfriend with her and she remembered our encounter and discussed it for the benefit of the other traveler, but she kept calling me Sonny Apple. I never got the opportunity to tell her that it was not Sonny she was talking to/about.

One delightfully warm spring day I was standing in the sunshine at the Triangle with a big grin when a 1955, War Bonnet Yellow, Chevy Convertible pulled up. I thought, 'Man, this has got to be the greatest!' I attempted to swing my Samsonite into the back seat since the top was down, but there was some guy lying all over the seat and floorboard. I got in the front with my bag between my knees, and we took off. In about ten seconds I realized that I was in the company of a drunk driver and a very drunk passenger!

The guy in the back "woofed his cookies" over the side on a regular basis, and the driver was doing his best to stay in the designated lane. I graciously offered to drive and/or get out but the offers were ignored! We made it to the Carthage bridge without mishap, but I'll never know how. It was a white-knuckle trip.

The road between Cookeville and Carthage follows the tops of several ridge-lines. Now-a-days not a lot of people actually know what that means. Some think they have been on "curvy roads" before, but highway 70 N is not just another curvy road. It is so crooked that one is challenged to the extreme. These curves lend themselves to recklessness and showmanship!

Three of us were hitchin' one day when a Cadillac Eldorado stopped. We got in the back seat. There were two guys in the front who never acknowledged our existence. The driver wore a big diamond ring and had the stub of a cigar in his fingers. The front seat passenger had longish hair and was engrossed in the one-sided, front-seat conversation.

I knew we were in trouble when the speedometer registered 70 mph on the first flat stretch outside Cookeville. We took almost every curve in a "broadside-slide", otherwise known as a power-slide, until we got to Chestnut Mound. That trip was when I learned the definition of holding a tight "pucker string"! I held one for at least half an hour. In fact I was preoccupied with perfecting a gripping ability in my butt muscles. We survived the trip without ever having been spoken to by the driver or his companion.

Once I rode with a poor down-&-out guy in a '47 Chevy. That hunk of rolling junk was using oil faster than gasoline. He stopped at every auto repair place on the highway to beg for a quart or two of burnt oil: oil that was left over from oil changes.

I had managed to hang onto two dollars from my weeks allowance by skipping supper on Thursday. My host asked if I had any money "cause he sure did need a beer". I kept quiet and used all my mental powers to urge that old clunker to keep on chugging. We arrived at the end of the bridge, and I gratefully exited. For once I looked forward to the long walk across the Carthage bridge, burdened with my weeks laundry but with my two dollars intact.

These days we hardly ever see folks on the road 'thummin-a-ride.' The last one I saw was in Homer Alaska. The guy had a rumpled beard, rumpled clothes and a rumpled sign asking for a ride to "ANYWHERE!"


Saturday, November 21, 2009

SLEDDING

The winters of the 1940's were cold and snowy in Middle Tennessee. The Cumberland River froze the year I was born, and a Model-T Ford was driven across under the Carthage bridge. The water supply pipes often froze and my father was forced to get water from the town creek, bringing it home in buckets. It was a long walk up hill all the way!

Fisher Hill involves a sloping left curve then a hard right turn to the hill-proper which is a descent of about 200 feet in about one eighth of a mile. It makes for spectacular sledding when the conditions are right. Since we lived near the crest of Fisher Hill, we were involved in all the winter happenings.

There would be any combination of configurations going full tilt around the curves and down the incline: single sledders, two or three on a sled either sitting toboggan fashion or piled on top of each other. Sometimes a linear linkup was attempted where the toes of one sledder would be hooked into the front of the following sled. This arrangement could grow to seven or eight.

Ramps were constructed for jumping, and old tires were burned near our home on Cullum Street to warm the sledders. This was especially important at night when the temperatures plummeted.

There were the usual mishaps when the sharp curve would be missed and the hapless sledder would clobber a maple tree. He'd soon learn to roll off the sled and dig into the snow with his toes when a crash became eminent. A sled-train would be zig-zagging down the hill when a jack-knife would cause all the sleds to pile up.

Once an older fellow sledder was flying down the slope just about to make the hard right onto the steep hill when he encountered a pickup from Waggoner's Grocery coming up the hill. The sledder performed the correct exit-the-sled maneuver and proceeded to body-slide under the truck with head ducked and tucked!! Trucks and cars were considerably higher off the roadway then than they are these days.

On one particularly cold morning Sonny Apple and I were at the bottom of the hill when Sonny decided that he did not want to pull his own sled up the hill and was imploring me to pull it for him along with mine. I was responding negatively to his incessant whining and was just turning around when Baxter Key Jr. plowed into my shins going full tilt. He hadn't yelled a warning and neither had anyone else.

I was knocked into the air and landed directly on top of my head. I remember my brother, Buddy, picking me up, but then I was out-cold for about three hours. The doctor had been summoned, and I was diagnosed as having a concussion. Every year for about twenty thereafter, a large, sore, pump-knot would arise on my shins to remind me of the Baxter Key encounter.

It was a great life to live at the top of Fisher Hill.



Radio Flyer


As a youngster in the 1940’s I was fortunate to live near the top of Fisher Hill in Carthage, TN. There were sledding parties on snowy winter days and nights and other ways to descend the three hundred foot avenue during the warmer months.

It was exciting to descend the hill in a wagon. Usually I and Buddy Stilz were involved since he had the wagon. We would start at the bottom pulling the wagon up the hill as far as we dared. After the climb we would be seated one after the other with each holding the wagon back with a foot firmly planted on the pavement. Then the count began: “One!, Two!, Three!” The feet would be lifted and we were off down the street.

Successive trips were made at ever higher points. The thrill and our fears were tempered by experience. Finally the decision was made to go from the top! That meant that we would climb the hill past the intersection of Fisher Ave. & Cullum St. to the top corner of Walter Moss’s yard. So we were about four hundred feet up the street around two descending curves.

A successful trip required an immediate left turn followed by a sharp right to the main down-hill. By the time we reached the down-hill section our speed was as fast a Radio Flyer with eight inch wheels would go: about 25 mph. From then on it was just a matter of keeping the front wheels straight and praying that a car wasn’t coming up the hill! Braking and swerving were not options.

Buddy and I were making the maximum run, and no cars were ascending Fisher Avenue. We had a clean shot and the ‘Flyer’ was smoking! By the time we passed Papa Gore’s (Senator Albert Gore’s parents) house half-way down we were experiencing several emotions, the primary one being abject terror!

We were almost to the bottom of Fisher Ave. just past Frank Powell’s and in front of Ma. Chisom’s house when Buddy loosened his grip on the tongue, and the front wheels skewed to the side. The wagon flipped forward and we exited the Flyer. We sailed through the air like two rag dolls and sprawled on the pavement dazed and shaken! It was late fall and we both had on our warm coats so the bruises and scrapes were minimal. We figured that our wagon adventures had been satisfied. We were destined to satisfy our future needs for speed in other ways.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

PEANUT: BIRD OF PREY



There are a few experiences that are so rare in life that they are special to all who hear of them. Our experience with Peanut was one of those experiences never to be forgotten.

Mid‑Summer in the early eighties found me replacing the brick patio. The brick needed a base of eight inches of gravel and three inches of tamped sand. Twelve tons of crushed limestone had been delivered to the front drive, and I was engaged in moving it by the wheelbarrow load to the patio around back. This was probably when my lower back problems began.

On Saturday afternoon my wife, Judy and daughter, Kelly were in the front yard near the pile of gravel when they were "attacked" by a "vicious" bird! The "dangerous creature" had swooped and dived at them as they played on the gravel mound. The crazed bird dived toward their heads and then he would light on a low limb to shriek loudly right in their faces. He was a relatively small bird sitting on the limb. But when he took flight, his size increased dramatically due to his oversized wings. It turned out to be an injured, starving "Sparrow Hawk.”

The bird was squawking and was unafraid of us. I surmised that it was hungry and maybe accustomed to humans. When hamburger meat was produced, the Sparrow Hawk lit on my hands. Seeing him up close showed me that one leg was not being used because of an injury. We named him Peanut.

While Peanut fed on my hand I made high pitched whistling sounds, something like the screeching Peanut made while he was attracting our attention. I hoped that he would associate my whistling sounds with the food. Peanut flew off my hand several times, but he returned until he was finally satisfied. When Peanut was fed, he retired to a tree in the front yard still unable to put both feet down.

Early the next morning I took some hamburger to the front yard and whistled for Peanut. I tried to match his shrieks from the day before. He was out of sight but it wasn't long before I heard him answer! When I finally did see him, he was coming fast, very fast! He flew from a long way down the street and alighted immediately on my hand to feed. His flight was fluid, and graceful, and his stop was abrupt. He extended his wings and used them like a parachute to slow to landing speed. What a thrill it was to have such a wild creature approach when called.

During the following week we were checking books and articles to learn just what Peanut was and what should be done for him. It turned out that Peanut was a Kestrel, not a hawk. A Kestrel is a Falcon: The only true Falcon indigenous to the United States. Their diet is usually large insects and an occasional field mouse. Our reading indicated that Kestrels and Hummingbirds are the only birds that can truly hover. Kestrels can be trained to hunt from the fist like hawks and falcons. They can often be seen hovering over the interstate median in search of prey.

We learned that The Cumberland Science Museum would take any injured, wild creature and if possible, nurse it back to health without charge. We captured Peanut in an old sock which had the toe cut off to keep him quiet on the way to the museum. The vet determined that Peanut had been shot with two BB's in the leg joint. He had no broken bones and would be good as new about three weeks after removal of the BB's.

When he had fully recovered, we brought Peanut home for release. I whistled the next morning and fed him by hand that day. He returned to sit on a limb but without feeding on three other occasions. I saw Peanut in a tree down the street a few days later but haven't seen him since. I like to think that he has since gone on to do whatever it takes to make Kestrels happy in their lives.

We are not fond of the neighborhood boys who come into our yard attempting to kill any bird in sight. I guess all boys go through that stage of life: I did and became a pretty good shot. In fact I think that a BB gun is a good tool in learning to shoot.

I am reminded of the few times I killed a bird with a BB gun. I realized quickly that holding a dead bird in my hand did not provide any degree of satisfaction. In the space of a split second, a living, vital entity thriving and striving to procreate becomes a lifeless bit of trash, fit only to be cast aside. I regret that sometimes beautiful creatures have to be sacrificed in order for boys and men to learn lessons.